it was supposed to be the best day ever

i cant remember the last time i felt like i loved redcross so much!(:

okay actually i can. LAST YEAR.

i mean. its all the secone memories coming back! i actually love my yearmates. im actually having fun(:

and for the past couple of weeks, if you said 'REDCROSS', i'd automatically think of ndp, because i love it so much:D

but now- if you yell 'REDCROSS' i'd yell back 'RGSRCY.'

serious. i cant stand it! my legs hurt and my stomach hurts and i still have this huge stupid grin on my face.

ma'ams gave us chocolate cake today!

and yearmates sang me a birthday song(:
i was so happy!:D

but i didnt want to eat the cake coz im on a diet
but i got scolded by the year! HEH.
then they tried to forcefeed me
and convince me to eat it
but to no avail!
-stubborn :x

then we had to report, so they let me off the hook
-for a while.
after falling out, yingling and someone else grabbed me
and chloe and cherie got the cake

and they forcefed me! there and then in the middle of the quadrangle.

and well, i felt super fat!): so i pulled fiona and sprinted one round around the track, while fiona strolled along taking shortcuts (CHEATERRR!)

then after that, still not enough! so i got sihui and we ran some more(:

and now i have pretty bad leg cramps from sprinting so much without stretching!

BUT I DONT REALLY CARE(:

we had music and dance today! yay yay(: i love music&dance. its like my favourite module, besides cooking of course :D the music teacher has a scary voice though-.- its so pro!

i really dont like blogs): or blogging. because when you look back at your entries you go 'OMG I SAID THAT WTH SO STUPID-.-' and freak out about how many people saw that.

okay fine maybe my blogs arent read by alot of people. but still. its a worrying thought lor :x

anyway. KAILIN! im so amused(: youre taking so much interest in a guy youve never met before. and just through a group photo! lol. DONT WORRY DARLING I'LL HELP YOU FIND OUT MORE. HAHA(x

im scared of doing too much.

i love the beach!

i just spent approximately two hours just sitting in the sand writing and drawing(:

PRETTY HEARTS(:


yay.

http://radioblogclub.com/open/38548/3/best_friend_toy_box

CLICKKKKK!((: best friend and superstar are damn nice man.

hahahh i think best friend by TOYBOX is super cute :D yay!

on more moody issues, though;

i cant decide whether to forgive her or not.
i mean.
i have to admit i softened.
but im scared :x
what if a repeat incident occurs?
it isnt the first time yknow.

i dont know-
an ex best friend deserves an explanation,
dont you think?

well yeah,
i was pretty against the idea of forgiving her in the start.

but then these words keep reverbrating in my mind;

[09:10:56 PM] i dunno. i shldn't discrcminate
[09:11:00 PM] it's something i felt i shld do
[09:11:15 PM] my squadmate, my ex-frn leh.

ex-friend.
shes an ex BEST friend yknow.
no matter what she did.
no matter how much she hurt you.
no matter how pissed you got.

JOYCE YOU ARE A FREAKING HYPOCRITE-.-
you told someone to do one thing,
when you do the exact opposite.
and when that person achieves it-
you cant.

you could defend phoebe
against a GOOD FRIEND.

what made her different?
this was against another best friend.
and i didnt agree with her actions.
and she turned against me too.

do you know how freaking hurtful it is when youre accused of siding with someone when you were trying so hard to make it up and be extra nice to the other person?

i didnt want to be extra nice, to be honest
its so bias.
and you had already started the really mean attacks
but i thought, since i spent so much time with her,
i'd try and be nicer to you
for that one hour.













ahh. whatever la.

we got booked for truancy today :x and i was thinking 'fifth dc!'

i cant stand how i take these bookings so lightly-.- but take relationships so much more seriously.

1. jiejun
2. zengan
3. limpon
4. junru
5. mingxuan
6. jinping
7. syakina
8. rafidah
9. kelly
10. ameera
11. honghui
12. pearlyn
13. sarahtan
14. sarahcheong
15. jannah
16. kitman
17. xiaoli
18. peiyi
19. linqi
20. alina
21. tita
22. jamie
23. linda
24. sally
25. siti radiah
26. aisyah
27. huiyi
28. kaiting
29. jessie
30. syahira
31. nabilah
32. fadhilah
33. hidaya

there 33(: okay fine maybe the last 10 i dont know very well but still on a talking basis la.

HELLO JOYCE IS HIGH RIGHT NOW(:


and pretty confused:

but well whatever.

HAHAH NDP IS SO FREAKING FUN((: yay. yay. YAY:D

i think ive honestly never had this much fun before, and i dont know if i ever will again):


RCYNDP06<3 ((: i love you people.

i have absolutely no voice now. only a soft, strained, PAINFUL whisper :

HELLO(: i have like nothing to blog about and im still here-.- i feel lame! okay. coz IM BORED. and i dont want my new blog to die so soon! >< heh.

LAHM IS UGLY MAN. rah no i shall not get started on that coz chloe isnt here to protest and its not fun arguing a point if you have no one to oppose it): this is boring!

ndp tmr! haha.

im missing pop for it. and so now the goh formation has an ugly hole in it where im supposed to be standing : I SHOULD FEEL GUILTY. blahhh.

chloe and i were talking about me ponning pop this morning. then jiaying heard and asked about it so i told her about it. then i think i sounded too happy about it heh. then, to quote chloe again 'you sound like youre from another UNIT, woman.'

i think yearmates arent surprised to hear that im ponning pop for ndp. and well after all thats been going around among them; im not surprised at their reactions too.

theyre like. oh, so typical of her.

haha im amused at their reactions, kinda. and tadah yay guilt trip over(:

after all, liqi ma'am did say 'you are required to go for ndp.'

:D yknow i was like WHOOO after that((:













and gayle told me WONDERFUL NEWS this morning about her((: i started cheering right after i heard it :x seriously. i punched the air and went 'woohoo!' couldnt help it yeahs. coz ONCE gayle came, i already started thinking about the awkward situation and frowning at the thought of that bitchperson.

haha and gayle whacked me after i cheered : she was like 'dont be so mean!'

ahh. SORRY LA. but like shes causing so much awkwardness and trying to say it was out fault?

but well GUESS WHAT SHES GOING TO CHINA! :DD can you believe it. we wont see her anymore((:

shes only leaving next year though.

well i guess it was kind of surprising that she actually bothered to write that email. i was like really freaked la. but it was so unlike her-.-

OMG someone just signed in with the nick 'cause baby, everything is effed up straight from the heart' YAY ANOTHER VERONICAS SUPPORTER<3 yay veronicas! yay when it fall falls apart! (the song title i mean-.-)




yawn. im bored!


[09:14:37 PM] [L]ufia : ohoh
[09:14:37 PM] [L]ufia : hey sorry
[09:14:39 PM] [L]ufia : u wan the movie 1
[09:14:45 PM] [L]ufia : can see that skinny stick dancing
[09:15:16 PM] [L]ufia : http://www.ndp.org.sg/index.php?id=107
[09:15:21 PM] [L]ufia : check the blow
[09:15:22 PM] [L]ufia : b.low
[09:15:43 PM] * [L]ufia -Lopster.Bath.Victorian. is now Busy
[09:15:44 PM] * [L]ufia -Lopster.Bath.Victorian. is now Online
[09:22:50 PM] + joyceong: orhh okay ty
[09:22:53 PM] + joyceong: skinny stick?o0
[09:22:58 PM] [L]ufia : lol
[09:23:03 PM] [L]ufia : u see lah, that skinny stick
[09:25:06 PM] + joyceong: lol
[09:26:56 PM] + joyceong: aiyah. she looks quite pretty what-.-
[09:27:01 PM] [L]ufia : -_-
[09:27:06 PM] [L]ufia : she keeps squeezing herself forward
[09:27:08 PM] [L]ufia : n so skinny
[09:28:09 PM] + joyceong: haha yeah. and see where her hands keep going to-.-
[09:28:16 PM] [L]ufia : lol
[09:28:33 PM] + joyceong: she like got nothing to show off still want to do
[09:28:38 PM] + joyceong: okay nvm ignore that
[09:28:42 PM] [L]ufia : .......
[09:28:47 PM] [L]ufia : -___________-
[09:28:53 PM] + joyceong: wtv wtv
[09:29:02 PM] + joyceong: HEY HELP ME AND MY FRIEND DO A SURVEY OKAY.
[09:29:35 PM] + joyceong: question1. is football boring?(SAY YES.)
(i get totally suaned after this)


HAHAH SEE. so funny la only interested in kaira gong(x i mention football then suan me already lol.


okay sorry wtv i seem to think alot of things are funny right now : heh. LIKE KAILIN'S SENIOR. so cute((:

lalala. 10.47 now! i shall go sleep): we have to report at 9.50 tmr! so well yeah. i think im reaching at like 8.30 la. yawn. so earlyy pfft.

drop a heart and break a name
we're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team;

lyrics from FALL OUT BOY'S sugar we're going down swinging, aka where i got my blog name from. actl im still not very satisfied with this blog name-.- AIYAH DONTKNOW. whatever i dont caree already la.

so this means im ponning pop? guess so.

i mean honestly right : i prefer ndp to pop. if you gave me a choice la. (quote chloe when i told her that yesterday: TRAITOR!)

rahh. sorry la : but i <3 ndp((: and i dont feel alot for our yearmates-.-

THE VERONICAS<3>


I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side of my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, i shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cuz baby

Everything is F-ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car

Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)

I put my faith in you

What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)

And not to mention (I drank too much)

I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)

I need intervention

Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cuz baby

Everything is F-ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No



Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again




Everything is F-ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Cuz things are mended



koped straight. lazy to change : BUT ITS A NICE SONG((:


im so weird la. first post on my new blog and im blogging about a song. heh.
BLACK CHERRY BUBBLEGUM<3> hm. my mind is still on ndp!<3 hahah. fun comes with a price: YOU MISS IT SOOO MUCH AFTER IT.

testing!(:

HELLO